Do you often have that sense that people are not close to you or they are not the friend you always wanted?
Have you decided that you are rejected? Do you always think that if you could only be better, or more for them, they will eventually see you and love and accept you?
What creates all of that? Have you noticed that when you are on top of the world, none of this ever matters?
So, what have you been rejecting about you and about life that creates these doubts? And what would it take to change it?